Thanks goes out to Ame, for her beautiful and inspirational song. It really made me feel a whole lot better, and I was seriously touched beyond belief - that the lyrics resounded with earnest, and the fact that you played it so beautifully in front of the whole SAC during lunch. I'm sorry I had to rush off to meet an SECDC organisation rep, but it really spoke to me. Thank you so much, dear.
It's better to forget than to lose. Both processes hurt - so, so much. It's better to never have loved, than to have loved and lost. For then you wouldn't know what might have been, what could have been, and then you wouldn't miss it so terribly.
Someday I'll Smile Again
I'm tired of this game
I'm tired of this dance
I'm tired of the pride
Aren't you?
I don't want to play anymore.
But I just can't muster up the courage
To say what's in my heart.
Why didn't you tell me?
Why were you so afraid?
It would have made things so much easier
Than to leave me hanging
On the words you left unsaid.
I wouldn't have hurt so badly
And hated myself with unabashed passion
To lose control
And part of my soul
To a questionable uncertainty so sad.
I thought you gave me something (special)
But I suppressed those flights of fancy
And now I found
That I wasn't wrong
But the situation's changed
And I'm back to square one again
Not knowing where I stand.
Everyone's saying to pick up the pieces
To pack my bags, move on
I hate to do so
Is this goodbye forever?
I need an answer
Before I take you away from that part of my world
For good
And place you with the rest.
If nothing's going to happen
We should just pick up the fallen pieces
And move along
I guess, take heart
That we shared something
And were special to each other
In a fleeting moment.
And someday,
I'm sure,
I'll smile again
With or without you.
Goodbye to you,
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
You were the one that I loved
And the one thing that I tried to hold on to.
The one thing that I tried to hold on to.
Cheryl. aka Chers, Sim, Simster. 6th September 1989. Je suis enfant de Dieu. Child of Jehovah. BRMC Shineforth. Loves cathartic movies, books, musik, shopping, swimming, and jumping about crazily in the safe abode of my home. Enjoys flowers, cold weather, rainy days, long telephone conversations, wee hours of the morning, ice cold latte with whipped cream and a cookie on the side, meeting new people, church-going and my friends.