So many things have happened in a little over a week.
Please pray for Sam.
I will be lonely this week in Shineforth, but I'll be closer to God and listening to His word doubly hard.
Right now it may seem extremely unfair, but I think He has bigger plans for all of us - than living in the present.
So take heart, guys.
On another note, IB is taking its toll on all of us. Everyone's been catching some random bug or other - and I'm being weighed down by this incredible backlog of work I'm not even in the mood to handle. Everything's unravelling now - and I don't want to know what it's going to be like in a few months, with Council, SYF, Common Tests and Real IB German ab initio Paper all happening at the same time. It seems insurmountable, this mountain, right now. And like Teeps told me - "Cheryl, you're the culmulation of all responsibilities".
I want to do everything, and I want to do everything well.
I hope you guys understand.
But there seems to be no way out for SYF.
I'll be doing my first whole-school Chapel announcement on Monday, after which I have TOK Oral Presentation, I still have my untouched Siddhartha essay, untouched Miss Julie presentation, and untouched Operation Love surprise, untouched buy-Yiyang-a-gift-cos-his-party-is-tonight, and I still have to research on Afghanistan, seeing that I'm Ambassador for siMUN. Wowee. Not to mention the logistics for CAS project - I'm glad that reception has been pretty good thus far, already have like 14 people expressing interest for 25 places, even without me making the announcement. So hurry and sign up, guys! (Read previous post for CAS details)
I've not been spending my time wisely. And I've not been doing work. And no one believes me.
But count my blessings, and be thankful that I'm been endowed with good friends and people trust me to handle big-ass jobs.
And you. I hope I still mean something to you. But I'm afraid to make the first move again. I thought you said things were fine. I hope you meant it, because you really seem like you don't. Can we go back to November?
I don't want to feel like a stranger to you.I don't want you to feel like a stranger to me.Labels: relationships, school